Sunday, April 15, 2007
i have a weird feeling that i'm going to stand on the wrong side of the platform tomorrow morning at the MRT station.
i find it no point falling for anyone right now. i can fall for anyone, and the results come back negative. take for example the last one, she has the height, she plays netball, she has LONG legs. all these just fit into the physical criteria. and when i want to know the inner side of her, she seems so cold towards me. i mean, she doesn't want to even reply my msgs or even on msn. what is the point?! it's so hard to find someone that you love and also loves you. dang. and the worst part is, i'm feeling more and more more lonely. is it because of my looks? if it is, i can't do anything. i was born to look ugly in other girls' eyes. no matter how great i think i look, they will still think i look bad. i just want to cry, and i sound really despo, i know.
8:26 pm