Monday, July 31, 2006
can we
stop playing the daoing game.
whatever happened to the
best friends.
):
don't want to lose such a friend okays.rarrs.
sorry to come in.
but guess this's the only way i can contact you?
hais.all i want is for us to be
friends.
is it really impossible.
310706.1122.
11:23 pm
16 more days to some day.
some dumb day.
wonder wat day it is.
=]
went to swee lee yesterday.
i'm so in love with one of the IBANEZ guitar.
and.
there was this ANG MOH trying out one of the amps.
WOOO!
the distortion totally rawks!
ahhh!
i wan an electric guitar together with an amp!
but there's just this one barrier.
or maybe it's 2.
MY PARENTS.
they'll never agree to it.
oh wells.
next time perhaps.
=]
who knows.
I MAY GET MYSELF AND ELECTRIC DRUM SET!
lol.
=p
basketball rules.
basketball rules.
basketball rules.
i rule basketball.
i rule basketball.
i rule basketball.
=]]
8:08 pm
Sunday, July 30, 2006
do wat u ppl wan to my blog.
but let me tell u.
if u dare do it.
PUT UR BLOODY FREAKING NAME ON IT!
DUN BE A FREAKING COWARD!
CALL URSELF A MAN?!
STILL NOT HAPPY?!?!
COME AND TELL ME IN MY FACE!
I'M IN THE FAULT!
YES
I NOE
WAT U WAN ME TO DO?
KILL MYSELF?
U NOE WAT?
I WUN!
WASTE MY LIFE BECOZ U TELL ME TO?
READ BETWEEN THE LINES U
!&@#$%
10:47 pm
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
u dunno how i feel.seriously.u rilly dun.after 2 times.i dun dare do it animore.onli one person knows what i'm saying.thanks for listening to me.i'll try to stick to ur advice.
8:16 pm
Friday, July 21, 2006
i rilly feel.
that whatever i do.
it will nvr be appreciated by my peers.
why?
am i that dreadful?
why?
why?
why?
and for a particular person.
whatever i do.
it will never affect him/her.
hais.
tt's y i gave up.
and left without saying goodbye.
today.
the person u were sms-ing was a more helpful and more important person than myself.i undearstand that.
11:34 pm
Friday, July 07, 2006
i'm sorry.
not only to u.
but to ur frens.
i noe they hate me.
u noe they do too.
sorry boonchee.
sorry fiona.
sorry teresa.
sorry xilin.
sorry siyuan.
sorry to all her classmates.
sorry to all her frens hu hates me.
sorry for wat i did to her.
u ppl can hate me.
all u wan.
yes.
i'm at fault here.
i will seek no forgiveness from u ppl.
hais.
10:29 pm
Thursday, July 06, 2006
suffering lies beneath those smiles in me
i can't hold on to the relationship animore.
i'm sorry.
u have tried effortlessly to convince me.
but still.
i have to say.
i 'm sorry.
i dun wanna hurt u over and over again.
so please.
just let this relationship go.
i really dun wanna hold on anymore.
i jus wanna get rid of the guilt of hurting u.
and the suffering.
and pain.
i've been inflicting on u.
u'll be a much happier girl once it's over.
trust me.
it's me that makes u unhappy most of the time.
i'm sorry.
suffering lies beneath those smiles in me.
8:25 pm
Monday, July 03, 2006
went for our "class outing" today.
sentosa.
only 15 5n2 students came.
out of the 32.
oh wells.
i realised i got tanned.
all were tired after the whole thing.
was fun.
love it.
we should have this again.
slightly fractured my wrist when i was playing basketball on sunday
many things happened.
not in a good mood.
i may look very happy to u ppl.
but the feeling inside me is what u ppl wun noe.
i rilly wanted to commit suicide.
but i eliminated those thoughts.
i wanted to run away from home.
but i eliminated those thoughts.
i have decided to do what she advised me to.
lock myself in the room.
that's it.
it's one heck of a cold and hurting world out there.
and i rilly can take it no more.
9:03 pm
