Thursday, April 27, 2006
270406`
1 month.
wahaha.
love my dear.
=]
muuackx!
9:54 pm
Friday, April 21, 2006
dumdeedums! (:boredd. lols. haha .. take care!muacks*
11:25 pm
Thursday, April 20, 2006
after what i've done to her for the past 3 weeks.
i really do not know if i am even worth to continue.
to.
be hers.
i really feel that there are guys much better than me.
can treat her much better.
why can't i make her happy.
instead of sad.
i'm useless.
i knew she was sick.
but i still went to say those stuff.
not knowing it will offend her.
i just wanted to tell her the truth.
how i feel.
then things became bad.
she rejects calls.
turns off her phone.
i really feel hopeless.
useless.
tears rolling down.
8:59 pm
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
hmm.
blogging.
MR KAMAL.
WASTE OF MY TIME!
ARGH!
dumb memory test.
yes it helps.
but.
if u have a meeting.
change the thing to another day then!
-.-
hmm.
see dear.
i blogged.
wahaha.
x)
dun worry bout me my dear.i'm ok.=)
10:14 pm
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
can't stand it.
for the past few weeks.
people have been like.
so.
"attitude".
in class.
in SJ.
i really can't stand it.
when they're happy.
they are good to you.
when they're not happy.
they give you a bloody attitude.
then there's another person.
one that cannot lose.
he can't be lousier then others.
duno what to say.
i hate myself.
10:18 pm
Monday, April 10, 2006
sad things happened ytd.
almost pushed me to suicide.
had the thoughts of just doing it.
but.
i was afraid.
too afraid to do it.
dear.
sorry bout yesterday.
dunno what's wrong with me.
also.
wanna thank u for being so forgiving.
love you so much.
was almost killed last night.
was quite blurr after all the crying.
so as i arrived at the traffic light.
i thought it was my side's turn to cross.
so i just walked on.
suddenly.
i saw an car coming towards me.
i quickly ran to the middle.
didn't look for anymore oncoming vehicles.
and walked on.
another car came and horned at me.
i was like.
shocked!
thank God i made it across.
ALIVE
phew`
hope ur feeling better my dear.
9:18 pm
Monday, April 03, 2006
somebody stole my skin!
SHEENA LIM!
argh.
but.
nvm.
she help me find de.
haha.
help me do huh.
do until next day both blogs same skin.
lol.
oh wells.
thanks anw nana.
=]
hmm.
chinese test was.
HORRENDOUS.
HORRIBLE.
TERRIBLE.
so difficult.
dumb paper.
wonder who's the setter!
>.<
one week.
=]
love her so much.
suppose to send her home.
but.
she went out.
so.
din get to.
was quite sad.
wanted to tell her something.
oh wells.
i still love her.
=]
8:52 pm
