-[ Prelims ]-
well..
i can say i did well..
and also the not very well..
contradicting eh?
i think so too..
here are my results..
Art-A1 / 1
English-A2 / 2
Math-B4 / 4
Chinese-C6 / 5
Accounts-D7 / U
Combine Science-C6 / 5
Combine Humanities-D7 / U
which means..
if these grades were 'N' Level grades..
and i would have to take the best 3 subjects..
i'll get a total of 7..
and the minimum is 10..
that means i should be able to make it for Sec5..
BUT..
i shouldn't be happy for now..
because it isn't 'N' Level grades!
well..
i'll just have to put in all my effort for 'N' Levels..
and hope i get lesser than 5points..
that's my target..
=]
and also top for English in level..
=D
hope i can make it..

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-[ JT ]-
today we had JT for the first time in months!
well..
though it wasn't well organised..
i still feel that it's cool..
felt God's presence..
=]
hope we still can have it every week after the exams..
=]

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-[ Art ]-
it's torturing me..

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-[ T T Fact ]-
Terence wants to learn to play drums..

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bye!

Thursday, September 29, 2005

-[ Something Everyone should read ]-
i feel that anyone that is reading this right now should continue to read till the end..
so please take sometime and read on..
thanks..
just finish talking to "Spurs' #20"..
if you know who is he..
good for you..
don't know?
go find out..
we talked bout our school life..
actually we were talking about working in holidays..
but somehow we got to the other topic..
because..
we were asking how much time we wasted in our lifes in school..
how time flies..
already it's reaching year end..
i can still remember most of the things since January like it was yesterday..
already i have spent 4 years in Swiss Cottage..
i can still remember so many things..
in St. John's..
in class..
after school..
troubles..
people..
in the holidays for the past few years..
how have we spent our holidays..
wasting our time..
take a step at a time..
what's to be done tomorrow will be decided tomorrow..
playing the whole day..
programme for the day would always be..
eat, drink, sleep, toilet, play..
and all over again..
noticed there's no studying?
that word comes only at the end of the holidays..
sometimes..
it doesn't even appear!
all the laziness..
all the time wasted..
i woke up at 4am this morning to study..
as i was doing my accounts..
flipping through my notes..
i realised..
account isn't that difficult..
it's only..
i had not been listening to Ms Ng's lesson..
there are stuff that can be so easily done..
and i always thought it was difficult to do certain kind of questions..
such as Trading, Profit & Loss Accounts..
you can laugh at me..
i'm not afraid to tell you this..
but i didn't know how to do a TPL Account until this year..
i always needed a reference..
i couldn't even get the Gross Profit!
LoL
sigh..
as we continued chatting..
i thought back about what i've done..
what i've accomplished academically..
then i thought..
and thought..
and cried..
i did tear in the morning too..
as i did my accounts..
and the talk with #20..
it was really waking me up..
asking me not to waste my time..
we even talked about what we were going to do in the holidays..
to work, or not to work..
and we must study more than we play..
we can't let our lives go wasted like that..
and like what #20 told me..
it's not about how much time you've wasted..
it's about how much you have recovered from the time you wasted..
he's right..
and..
as students..
if we don't study..
we'll regret when the National Examinations comes..
or maybe even school exams..
you'll never know..
it would be too late if you regret..
too late to catch up with what you've missed all these years, or in that year itself..
and when you enter the examination hall..
you do your paper..
you will blame yourself for not studying..
and when the results come..
you'll hate yourself..
for those who are strong..
they would pick themsleves up from where they fall..
and work hard..
for me..
i've wasted a year in Sec4..
i'm regretting..
i want to be one of the strong ones..
those who can pick up from where they fell..
but not everyone can do it..
it takes determination..
Zane is one of those people..
the determination to study..
it really encourages me..
i shall waste no time anymore..
yes..
i must still have entertainment..
i admit i can't spend a day without watching TV..
or playing games..
but all these will be cut short..
real short..
and guys who are in the same boat as me..
join me..
study hard..
'N' Levels is just next week!
let's strive!!
work hard!!
i believe we can make it!!
not only with a passing grade..
but a high one!!
or should i say low?
well you get the idea..
so..
after all i've said..
please think back..
and decide for yourself..
to study, or not to study..
but no matter what your choice is..
your future will be affected..
it's just a matter of whether it will be affected negatively or positively..
so take into consideration what i've said..
it's ok if you don't..
but i hope you will..
and think for yourself..

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Monday, September 26, 2005

Friday, September 16, 2005

-[ Horrible Night ]-
i think on Monday..
when we played basketball..
i hurt my finger after the ball hit the tip of it..
and i still went to play basketball on Wednesday..
and today..
-.-
and it really hurts..
so my Mum applied some stuff on my finger..
and it was ok in the beginning..
so i just went to bed..
but didn't sleep..
rolling around on my bed..
then..
!!!HERE COMES THE PAIN!!!
the stuff my Mum applied on my finger started to..
"burn"..
and it is really like being burnt!
i couldn't stand it..
whacked my finger on the bed..
floor..
wall..
and for those that have been to my house..
you know how bumpy it is..
it hurts..
=[
and what's worst..
the pain was SO unbearable..
i even thought of chopping my finger off..
=x
then i thought of and idea..
get some ice and cool it down..
but after the ice melted..
it started to "burn" again..
and i repeated the process until i thought of another idea..
let my finger go under running water!
then i did it..
and thought of what my Mum told me before..
wash with warm water if it gets to painful..
and i went to do it..
and my finger was so darn RED!
man..
what was my Mum thinking?
=x
then i sat at the sofa with the "burning sensation"..
until..
another idea strucked my mind!
get a bowl of cold water and dip my hand in it..
yea..
that's it!
i got it..
and figured i can't sleep in the room because i'm afraid of tipping the bowl over..
so slept outside at the sofa..
with one hand in a bowl of iced cold water..
half an hour later..
my finger started to "burn" again..
so i went to change the water to another cold one..
and this was repeated for 3-4times..
until 0325hrs..
it was the last time..
and i slept all the way till 0600hrs..
horrible?
you bet!

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-[ Math Paper 2, Prelims ]-
today we took our Math Paper 2..
and i took 1/2 an hour to think of the formula of volume of cylinder..
the first formula i thought was actually right..
but i didn't have confident in myself..
so did different ways that i could think of..
and after 30minutes..
i finally used the formula..
the right formula..
the first formula i thought of..
-.-
waste of time?
you bet!
anyway..
if you did practice for the Math paper..
you would have thought it's real simple..
and i agree..
but i got stumped on some questions..
well anyways..
it's only Prelims..
we still have got time to buck up for 'N' Level..
=]

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-[ After Math paper ]-
went to collect the Art 'N' Level questions..
and Gary called me..
asked me where was i..
and also asked me to play basketball..
AGAIN
i thought i could have went home to rest..
as you know..
i slept for only 3hours..
anyway..
was suppose to look for him at some coffeeshop..
but when i went down..
saw him at the foyer..
then Jian An had to do some stuff..
collect money?
protection fees!
LoL
anyway..
went to eat after that..
and proceeded to the basketball court..
played and played..
the ball hit my finger again!!!
ARGH
see?
that's why i didn't want to play..
it's swollen now..
=[
but i still played on..
we played..
"A-B-C" again!
much easier for me..
because if i were to play match..
i would not be able to get rebounds and block shots as easily..
if you're still thinking why..
BECAUSE I HURT MY FINGER!
anyway..
i was proclaimed as the "One-handed Freak"..
because i used only 1 hand to shoot the shots in "A-B-C"..
played on and on under the hot Sun..
oh yes..
did i mentioned?
i was half-naked..
=x
and we played till it got so hot..
we couldn't stand it..
and i quickly got my uniform and wore it..
my shoulder and neck hurts..
SUNBURN!
man..
but at least i got tanned..
again!
yay!
the Sun is our friend..
our friend is the Sun!
let's get back..
went home after 4 hours of basketball games and suntan..
legs tired..
skin hurts..
sleepy..
but hey..
i'm here!
and that's the end of this part of mA bLoG!
=]

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-[ T T Fact ]-
Terence played basketball HALF-NAKED for the first time today!
=x

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whee!

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

-[ Dumb ]-
why did i avoid her?
???WHY???
regrets..
=[

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-[ Basketball ]-
went to play basketball together with the bunch of people..
3 hours or more under the hot and scorching sun..
but hey..
i like it..
=]
got tanned..
again..
yes!
no more white faced boy..
=]
but i also hurt my finger..
again..
painful..
the "ring" finger..
i can only blame myself for being a "Center" in my team..
=x
it's cool being one..
but i hardly blocked any balls today..
=[
blocked about 3-4 on Monday!
what an achievement!
=p
anyways..
after a series of 2 on 2 matches..
all were tired..
so we started playing "A-B-C"..
i kept getting airballs after going so far!
2-3 i think..
=[
and in the end..
Gary "Chuinobili" got the winning shot to save us from the tiredness and stuff..
whoosh!
went to change..
and we went back..
on the way to the MRT station..
Gary was crapping about Teletubies..
-.-
he was like..
do you know what's Tipsy [Dipsy] in Cantonese?
it's a plate of DUNG if you put a "yat" infront..
"YAT TIP SI"
LoL
Tinky Winky is "Shan Shan Chi Pang Shou Shi" in Chinese..
blinking blinking wing key if you do the direct translation..
Lala is "La Shi" in Chinese..
passing motion..
and Po?
just add another "O" at the back and you'll get?
POO!
LoL
it all came out from one person's mind..
GARY
=x
we were like laughing and laughing..
non-stop..
and we finally arrived at the MRT station..
saw the ever irritating MADAN..
doesn't seem to know his limits..
and i just couldn't seem to stand him!
so i told him off straight in the face..
*sweeps hands*
then Gary's train came..
and soon mine came..
and here i am..
sitting in the comfort of a chair..
with extremely tired legs..
going to bathe soon..
after finishing this entry..
=]

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-[ Science Prelims ]-
let me see..
today..
Physics was quite simple..
because i studied..
Chemistry was quite difficult..
because i didn't study..
spent all the time studying Physics..
LoL
i know..
it's useless studying 1 and neglecting the other..
because it's..
COMBINE SCIENCE
but..
i just couldn't get the atoms and stuff into my head..
and i cannot even balance an equation!
shh..
only you people know..
do NOT let the aliens know..
-.-
cold joke eh?
well anyway..
i have great confidence in passing my Physics..
BUT
this is only Prelims..
there's still..
'N' Level!
*dum dum dum*
LoL
man..
the thought of it gives me the creeps!
so afraid i can't make it to Sec 5..
if i am not able to make it..
i would go to TOUCH Youth Learning Centre..
my churches "Private Schooling" centre..
=]
but i really do hope i would make it though..
will do my best!
and God will do the rest right Ms Sheena..
LoL
musn't disappoint those who have faith in me..
especially God and the teachers..
=]

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-[ T T Fact ]-
Terence is happy that he's tanned..
Terence is NOT happy because he is on the verge on giving up..

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well..
that's it..
BATH TIME!!!
man i love water..
H20 is better than Gatorate!
=]
one more thing..
a verse to end off..
To die is Christ and to live is gain. -Phil 1:21-

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

-[ I ]-
i..
couldn't control my emotions..
so i wrote that..
i know i was harsh..
you still treat me as a kor?
i, too, still treat you as a mei..
i was hurt because i didn't know you would lie to me!
i may look "big" on the outside..
but i can be very sensitive to some things..
i teared ok?
i don't mind letting people know i'm weak..
I TEARED
and..
you could at the least come and apologise to me..
after knowing i found out the truth..
right?
ok..
now..
i'll APOLOGISE for the things i've said that have hurt you..
i'll delete that entry..
i hope you see this..
and we can settle this once and for all..
if you want..
just sms me..
i'll reply..

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

-[ WoW ]-
incredible..
amazing..
her MSN window was the first that popped-up when i was online about 5-10min ago!
wow!
hapiness..
you must be thinking i'm nuts!
yes!
i am!
in fact..
I'M CRAZY!
LoL
though we didn't talk much ..
but hey!
she actually talked to me!
through messenger that is..
=]
and i think she just typed her last message..
LoL
11.49pm..

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-[ Today! ]-
went to church today..
left home at about 1610hrs..
called Zane just after the train left Yew Tee..
he said he was still at home!
so i went to church first..
was thinking in the train..
whether to take a bus from Commonwealth or walk from Redhill..
took a peep of the time from someone's watch..
and decided to walk..
arrived at church at about 1650hrs..
got seats..
Row K..
16,17,18..
LoL
1658hrs..
service started..
Uncle Francis and Zane weren't here yet..
Francis had meeting..
Zane was..
as usual..
late..
they arrived after we sang "My Redeemer Lives"..
i THINK..
then Pastor Melvyn Mak preached..
and after service..
went to Redhill market to eat..
Uncle Francis didn't drive..
=[
and after that..
took the MRT home..
arrived home at about 2100hrs..
played with gal gal and boi boi..
cute names eh..
=]
sometimes i also call them ah gal and ah boi..
LoL
after that went to bathe..
and it was time for Machester United vs Manchester City..
match just ended a minute ago..
a draw..
thanks to Mr Ferdinand..
who got "ole-d"..
crap!
so sad..
thought Man U would have won..
=[
well anyway..
as least they didn't lose!
let's get back..
now i'm here updating..
and i'm ending here for this part!
=]

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-[ T T Fact ]-
I have NOT given up on you..

**********

well..
that's about it..
just end off here with a verse..
Worthy is the Lamb, who was slain, to receive power and wealth and wisdom and strength and honor and glory and praise! -Revelation 5:12-

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Friday, September 09, 2005

-[ Poser ]-
LoL
somebody is pretending to be my brother..
CRAP!
you don't even know how to spell my brother's name..
come on dude..
-.-

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-[ 07 / 09 / 2005 ]-
this was the day..
my hamster..
Cute Cute..
died..
she has been with me for the past one year..
and had a great time..
sad that she's gone..
and also happy..
like someone said..
it's good that she's gone..
because it's the end of her suffering..
well..
anyways..
i put the body into a plastic bag together with some sawdust..
brought it down..
and burried it..
together with a cross..
it's a normal routine for my other hamsters..
anyway..
in the afternoon..
about..
say..
1500hrs?
Evonne called me and asked me to go to school to return the Walk-a-Thon card..
so i went..
and after that went to Jurong Hill..
Uncle Francis drove us[Rajeev, Zane & me]..
had a great time there..
saw sea eagles flying around..
saw insects crawling on our legs..
saw a beautiful sight of Jurong Island..
saw a 35-year-old tree the height of my knee..
the wind was also very strong..
and then after that we went to Westmall to eat..
but Rajeev had to go home..
so it was only the 3 of us..
reached "Koufu" at about 1940hrs..
left at about 2155hrs..
why?
because Uncle Francis was "departing" his knowledge to us..
it's so cool to know someone whose general knowledge is so wide..
ask him a question..
and he'll give you the answer..
and you know what Zane said?
i'm "Francis Jr."..
don't get it?
go figure it out!
anyway..
left Westmall and talked..
AGAIN
near the MRT station..
left at about 2200hrs++..
and went home..

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-[ 08 / 09 / 2005 ]-
bought new hamsters!
2 small little babies that are not even 3 weeks old..
i promise i will really take good care of those 2 till they die..
of old age..
like Cute Cute..
till death, do us part my dears..
=D
anyway..
also got 5 Tetras to add into the family's fish tank..
so many fishes already..
=]
after getting all these..
went to have a haircut..
and then home-sweet-home..
=]

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-[ TODAY! ]-
this morning..
went to school..
to check on the juniors..
as usual..
Sec 1s & 2s were late..
i mean..
they were there..
but no1 took the initiative to fall in!
Ruth hurt her leg last Tuesday..
so she didn't fall in..
anyway..
i saw the Sec 2s doing punishments..
the guys..
such a disappointment..
they are like..
i don't want to say this..
but..
they are like the black sheeps of the herd..
i don't want to go on..
anyway..
just before they got into the classrooms allocated..
i left..
to Hong Kah CC to play basketball..
with Eric, Eugene and Jia Jun..
played and played..
and went off at about 1200hrs?
Eric left about an hour before..
the three remaining souls went to McDonald's..
after eating..
Eugene went back to school..
i accompanied Jia Jun to Lot 1..
he wanted to buy a pencil box..
searched the whole Lot 1..
and finally got back to the first shop..
Billabong..
-.-
JJ..
tiring legs you know?
=X
after that..
he got ice-kachang..
in a cup?!?!
and we went our seperate ways..
HOME
and here i am..
typing..
just got home an hour ago..
=]
oh yes..
i think i got tanned a little..
SO HAPPY!!
=D

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-[ T T Fact ]-
Terence is DESPERATE to own and drive a car..

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well..
that's about it..
and hey Gary..
I UPDATED!
HAPPY?!
=]

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

-[ 'N' Levels ]-
by today..
the 'N' Level students have taken these few papers..
Chinese Paper 1-3..
Combine Humanities, Social Studies..
and of course not forgetting..
the all so tiring coursework..
our other papers will start on October 3rd..
so far..
the papers ain't that difficult..
so i'm quite relieved..
phew..
well..
that's about it for 'N' Levels..
next..

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-[ Some People.... ]-
let me see what i'm troubled by now..
-LIARS
-LIARS
-LIARS
-LIARS
-LIARS
some people claim they "hate people who lie all the time"..
but..
they themselves are lying to people..
so do they hate themselves?
some people think that when they lie to somebody..
that certain somebody wouldn't know..
but..
haven't they heard of the chinese phrase?
zhi shi bao bu zhu huo..
in english..
it reads..
you CAN'T wrap fire with paper..
come on..
not everyone is as dumb as you think..
so..
those people..
you know who you are..
THINK BEFORE YOU EVER DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT AGAIN
you know what you've done..
i don't have to say a thing..
all the lies and deception..
in case you're thinking that i just knew it today?
let me tell you..
i knew it on the day it happened..
for now..
you can run..
but you can't hide..
you may not have a guilty conscience..
that's why you..
BOTH OF YOU
haven't taken the initiative to apologise..
but after reading this..
I HOPE YOU WILL DO WHAT SHOULD BE DONE
don't act like nothing happened..
because you can't..
don't blame me for being hostile..
and i don't have to explain why i'm doing this..

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-[ Cute Cute ]-
in case you're wondering who or what is that..
it's the name of my hamster..
founded it last year..
2 weeks after i got a hamster from Glenda for my 15th birthday..
Cute Cute has been with me for more than a year now..
and it's dying..
can't open it's eyes..
doesn't want to eat or drink..
i hope that even if it has to go..
it'll go..
a happy little hamster..
God bless you Cute Cute..
NO IT ISN'T DEAD YET

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-[ T T Fact ]-
Terence loves to play basketball..
but he can't shoot well..
he normally plays as Center..
who can also hardly catch rebounds..
the reason, according to his friends, is..
he hardly jumps..

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well..
that's about it..
bye..

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--> GET DRIVING LICENSE
--> DRIVE
--> WIN DB MEDALS
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--> MAYBE 4 (to the above =x)
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