on the brighter side. CHICAGO BULLS SWEEP MIAMI HEAT 4-0! bye bye HEAT. hello Pistons! let 2007 be the year of the UNDERDOGS! GO BULLS GO!
12:03 pm
Friday, April 27, 2007
had my second tryout today. really tired. my left ankle is breaking, right thigh aching. i got 'knee-ed' in the right thigh, which explains the ache, i got 'elbow-ed' in the hip, and i got whacked by a huge forearm right in my eye and forehead area. i love basketball.
i've got one last chance next friday to show that i can play. it's all about the pride and the interest right now. prove myself, prove to the others. I CAN DO IT!
i just need to beat those chinese nationals. man they're good.
11:21 pm
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i had my first ever basketball training yesterday, or maybe it's just called a tryout. well anyway, i was rather excited, maybe a little too nervous too. i couldn't dribble with 2 balls, one on each hand. it was a great challenge for me. but i was rather happy when i had a chance to play against the year 2s and 3s. i was really happy, and i showed it, that i scored the only 2points for my first team. coach than seperated us into 2 groups. group 1 is obviously the group with players of better skills, and group 2 is the one with, well, not so good players. daniel and i fell into group 2. we have probably one last chance to perform on Friday. i'm not too sure whether there'll be anymore trainings besides the next one. i just hope that i can get my dream come true, to play competitive basketball that is.
disappointed. disheartened. when can i start to play in an official team. to score points that are recorded. to grab critical rebounds for a fighting team. to block game winning shots from an opposing team. nobody who has played ball with me, besides Mr Michael (Director of SHL), has any hopes in me to get into a basketball team. they will simply give comments which would hurt me indirectly. i won't get my confidence level low. i cannot afford to let these people continue to look down on me. i want to make a name for myself. despite failures and critisism, i will try my best and prove all who look down on me wrong.
i have failed too many times in too many things in life. i cannot afford to fail anymore.
7:37 pm
Friday, April 20, 2007
टेरेंस that's my name in hindi! cool.
well, today's the end of the first week of school. all's going swell. i got an 'A' for my first day, and a 'B' for my second. just hope i can maintain at a minimum of a 'B' for everyday. i must not be lazy in RP!
27/4 is coming so so soon. dang. i'm nervous. SO DARN NERVOUS.
i do not know what to update anymore.
10:56 pm
Thursday, April 19, 2007
SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF JOYCE ASKED ME TO UPDATE, SO HERE I AM.
4th day of POLYTECHNIC EDUCATION and things are going swell. played basketball with the director of SHL on Tuesday. it's cool to play with someone with such a post. anyways, our class is kind of close now already. or maybe not that close yet. but we all kind of know each other already. so it's rather cool. the unique people in the class is a 21-yr-old SCDF fire fighter and a 39-yr-old married with 3 kids SAF PTI. i love this class. W35C.
BBALL OR DRAGON BOAT?!
12:41 pm
Sunday, April 15, 2007
i have a weird feeling that i'm going to stand on the wrong side of the platform tomorrow morning at the MRT station.
i find it no point falling for anyone right now. i can fall for anyone, and the results come back negative. take for example the last one, she has the height, she plays netball, she has LONG legs. all these just fit into the physical criteria. and when i want to know the inner side of her, she seems so cold towards me. i mean, she doesn't want to even reply my msgs or even on msn. what is the point?! it's so hard to find someone that you love and also loves you. dang. and the worst part is, i'm feeling more and more more lonely. is it because of my looks? if it is, i can't do anything. i was born to look ugly in other girls' eyes. no matter how great i think i look, they will still think i look bad. i just want to cry, and i sound really despo, i know.
8:26 pm
Saturday, April 14, 2007
it's friday the 13th!
so, RP orientation is over. i only have one thing to say. I HAD SO MUCH FUN! SHL 8 ROCKS! AH OO! well, i made quite a number of friends over the past 2 days. and though there were times where it gets really boring, i still enjoyed myself! it's cool to know the people of my group. malays that play basketball, one from school team. a malay that got B4 for CHINESE for Os. a tudong wearing, gentle looking, 147cm malay girl who has a black belt in taekwando? dang. anyway, the worst part of the whole orientation was the performance at the field. those bands. man, they were making the crowd bored. that group that sang those jap songs, and so on and so forth. didn't like it one bit. except when i was shouting nonsense at them. that was fun. anyway, i would just like to comment on how RP is so stingy. why don't they just put wooden boards on the WHOLE field instead of just the middle? the field was freaking muddy. oh well, since it's over, i'll be nice and not comment further. RP ROCKS! SHL ROCKS!
i am shocked.
i would like to apologise to the sec 4s for not being able to attend the POP. all the best for whatever you people plan to do! come back to help out whenever you can!
12:05 am
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
today's orientation wasn't fun, but not very boring either. firstly, i would like to say that i have got a Facilitator(TEACHER LA!!!) whose english is bad, so bad he can't get the defination of bias. secondly, i've got a 39yr old classmate cum group member who is a SAF Physical Training Instructer (PTI). he's english ain't that good either, maybe it's just the pronounciation. nowSadays. but he's kind of a nice guy. third and probably the final point, THERE ISN'T ANY GIRLS OF MY TYPE, they're pretty much, well, you know. overall, it's kind of nice, but it's gonna to get bad once we keep going through the same routine daily once school starts.
people have been telling me that i'm getting fat. which makes me worry, cause i think so too. however, on the bright side, people have also told me that my shoulders are getting broader. i'm still waiting for someone to tell me that i'm getting taller. got to exercise Mr TT.
anyway, let's recall what happened yesterday. cycled to zoo with JA after playing basketball in the morning. i have to admit that i have very weak legs. was very tired. but, i can probably blame myself for doing too many squats the previous night - 3 sets of maximum squats. getting back, we went to zoo after spending time peeling oranges and slacking at ULU ULU. then we went back to ULU ULU to eat stingray, a HUGE plate of crab meat fried rice and 2 glasses of coke. how romantic, but i was with JA, wasted. after dinner, we went into night safari. it's great to see people pay to see how animals sleep. wonderful. $28 for entry and tram ride, GREAT DEAL, my ass. after spending maybe an hour, we cycled back home. the route was much easier, less tiring. well, was really tired when i got back, my back was aching, legs were too. dang.
11:53 pm
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
12:26 am
Monday, April 09, 2007
wow, those babies next ward are really cute. you know, those newborns? there's one whose hair is SO SO SO THICK! THEY ARE SO CUTE! i want to have a child of my own! only after marriage. no child's going to come of of wedlock for me.
i forgot to mention. i'm in NUH now. well, the wireless connection here simply suck.
my mum just finished her operation around 1530. she's sleeping now.
i'm bored, though i've got internet access. but when u are used to fast speed internet, and all of a sudden you're using internet at such a slow speed, you get kind of pissed. yes there are better wireless networks here. but NUH is so SMART to secure their network and not let people like me to use the internet at a faster speed. well, NUH isn't the only place that's like that. i mean, if you want to put the place wireless, might as well take off the security and let people like me use it.
dangdigelidoo.
6:01 pm
Sunday, April 08, 2007
chance all i need is one chance one chance to show to show that my love for you is true
all these years i never had a chance never once to do it if only you would give me that chance
oh why is this so why can't i be with you why must life be this way if only i had if only i had a chance to prove i love you
chance would you give me that chance that chance to show to show that i care i do
all these years i never had a chance never once to do it if only you would give me that chance
10:10 pm
Friday, April 06, 2007
today's Good Friday's service was great. i simply love it. it's meaningful and clear.
that feeling came back when i saw you there. i was suprised and at the same time, i was delighted, happy, whatsoever. it was like, WOW? the feeling's back but i don't want it. cause you're already happy. it doesn't matter if i ain't. like today's sermon mentioned, i shall not be discouraged.
you're simply the best.
9:23 pm
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
i love my haircut. i look so much better. daniel also look alot better from his really thick hair. so it's true, hair is 70% of one's beauty. cool.
wow, i finally know how to shoot a 3-pointer. how amazing. well. time to train on it. and then, train on 3-point jumpshots.
many have told me that i'm a nice guy, i would be a good stead and it's weird i'm still single. well, i want to know why too. and also, these people that said those things are either attached, or they just simply ain't my cup of tea(not that they're ugly or whatsoever). so it's like, POINTLESS. no girl who's single and is my cup of tea will ever say that to me. dang.
hook it like abdul-jabbar, shoot it like miller, dunk it like jordan, lay it like erving, assist like nash, block like russel, rebound like pippen, steal like majic. be like mike, be like ME.
8:56 pm
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
spotty just vomited the carrot he ate. hope he's alright.
going to cut my hair tomorrow, FINALLY. i haven't cut it since before Chinese New Year. staying in the topic, since CNY, i've only waxed my hair ONCE. okay, that's kind of random.
God has been showing signs that i requested. how amazing He works. he has already showed me that 3 girls ain't for me. so i do not have anyone in mind right now. but i ain't going to stop looking.
--> GET DRIVING LICENSE
--> DRIVE
--> WIN DB MEDALS
--> 20 PULL-UPS
--> USE A TRIVIUM
--> JUMP HIGHER
--> GROW ANOTHER 1-2CM
--> MAYBE 4 (to the above =x)
--> GROW STRONGER WITH THE BOSS UP THERE