Orange World

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

argh.
i love you.
and there's nothing both of us can do.
you've got him.
i've got.
who?
myself.
yea.
it's kinda sad.
u wun noe how i feel anyways.
sigh.

9:48 pm

Monday, October 30, 2006

FINALLY!!!
THE 'O' LEVEL EXAMS HAVE STARTED!!!
shakes my sexy butt.
=PpPp

today's chinese papers were easier than the one during mid-yr.
thank God.
but.
i think i can only at the most.
hmm.
get a B4?
yea.
C5 to B4.
lol.

i am so motivated.
motivated to play basketball well.
=DD
i really.
REALLY wanna excel in bball.
and i have a dream.
a dream that many would say won't come true.
and that is.
to play competitive basketball.
yea.
i'm going to train hard after my 'O's.
with or without company.
i am DETERMINED!

why can't i be determined to do well for 'O's?
lol.
=x

zipadeedooda!
lol.
lol.
lol.
wad's with the term "lol" anyways.
who in the crazy world created it?
>.<
lol.
bish.

hmm.
gotta continue with my accounts!
=]

targets for 'O's.
English -- A2-A1
Humanities -- A2-A1
Accounts -- B3-A1
Art -- B3-A2
Math -- B4-B3
Sciences -- B4-B3
Chinese -- B4-B3
BEST POSSIBLE SCORE L1R4(ENG,MATH,SCI,HUMANS,ACC) -- 9

i'll probably get a 15.
lol.
bye dudes.
all the best to 'O' Level weirdos!
including myself!
=D

11:33 pm

Sunday, October 29, 2006

so boring.
chinese Os tmr.
argh.

went to Cake Avenue to study today.
oh i love that place.
but.
things get boring when you keep eating cakes ya noe?
lol.
mr wong came down too.
his wife treat me and jie to a slice of cake.
lol.
$4++ for one slice leh.
=DD

argh.
argh.
argh.
i can't get you out of my mind.
i can't get you out of my heart.
ilu.

all the best to Os peeps.
go dudes!
=D

9:30 pm

Friday, October 27, 2006

how much i love you cannot be expressed in words.
even if it could.
there is nothing you could or would do.

if i could win your heart.
i would be the happiest man on earth.
i would hold on to your heart forever.
but until now.
i can only dream of that.

you want me to fall in love with another girl.
but like i said.
it is impossible for me to.
i know.
i've tried.
i've forced myself to like another girl.
but i end up thinking of you again.

i really love you.
i really want you.
i really need you.
but the bottomline still stays.
i can't.
i can't.
i can't have you.

because your heart belongs to another guy.

8:16 pm

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i can actually grab the ring at the indoor sports complex.

i wanna be.
a PE teacher.
or.
a pilot.
or.
some weirdo in an office who earns at least $5k monthly.
how am i gona achieve this?
work hard.
i've gotta keep telling myself that.

ireallywantto.
ireallyneedto.
loveyou.

10:42 pm

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

changed my blogskin.
myself.
=DD
wun bother others anymore.
=]

went to play badminton with jie, enoch and xue lian.
enoch played for 10min.
and he kinda sprained his ankle.
anyways.
it was quite fun playing badminton.
haven't played for around 2 years.
haha.
and yesterday.
we played for around 2hours.
i think.
now my right arm is like hurting.
oh wells.
my muscles are growing!
but i wanna train my left arm instead.
=.=

after badminton.
jie and i went to Cake Avenue to study.
it's quiet.
so it's a nice place to study.
jie bought a slice of Chocolate Sensation.
we got a discount!
$4.20 to $3.80!
lol.
i think.
it's coz we know the owner.
or rather the brother of the owner.
haha.
anyways.
to know more about Cake Avenue.
go to www.cakeavenue.com
it's a great place.
small.
so it's cosy!
wahaha!

hmm.
gonna go study!
imma GOOOOOOOD boy.
=DD
too da loos!
=]

whycan'tibewithyou.
howlonghasitbeen?
howmanymoretimesmustiaskyouthatquestion?
willievenhaveachanceto?
i(can't)loveyou.

4:26 pm

Saturday, October 21, 2006

this is for u girl.
I SUCK

anw.
when i was bathing jus now.
i suddenly thought typing the following.
it's about my life.
love life that is.
here goes.

in my 17 year, GOD noes how many days of my life.
i have had 3 relationships.
1st one was.
well.
not very useful.
wasn't experienced.
so i was a rather useless.
and i broke up with the girl.
yea.
2nd relationship was when i learnt the most things.
wad to do in a relationship.
and blah blah blah.
it didn't end well though.
i wanted it to be a long-term one.
but well.
the gal had other plans.
wad plans u ask?
go find out from her.
all i can say is it really did hurt me.
LOADS.
and ya.
she broked up with me.
the 3rd one.
the one i loved the most.
this girl was really great.
she was smart.
she's got the height.
she's nice.
she's reasonable.
at least to me.
yea.
she was the one that really motivated me to study.
she was the one that taught me how to do simultaneous equations.
yea.
i'm sec 5.
she's.
u noe.
ya.
anyways.
she really loved me.
i really loved her.
i noe i have no rights to say the following.
but i really cherished the realtionship.
the reason why i decided to end it?
i couldn't stand hurting her over and over again.
i start quarrels over the smallest stuff.
not once.
not twice.
not thrice.
it's kinda like 8/10?
haha.
well.
this was the longest relationship i ever had.
3-4months.
the other 2 lasted only for 2months.
=.=
but.
yea.
like i said.
i wanted to end it because of the reason i gave.
well.
these relationships weren't easy.
i wasn't good.
and well.
i dun think i'm ready for another one.
though i really want one.
i'm like wad some people tell me.
a failure.
a failure in relationships.
a failure in many things.
but hey.
i tried.
but i still sucked.

hmm.
now to talk about wad kind of girls i like.
i noe.
WHO IN THE **************** AM I DO CHOOSE?!
THIS KIND OF STANDARD!
CAN GET STEAD VERY GOOD LIAO LA!
MAI HIAM BEI PAI LA!
lol.
well anyways.
here goes.
-- PREFERBLY 165-172cm in height
-- speaks and writes good english
-- speaks, write, read chinese better than i do
-- sporty; runs, jogs, play sports
-- DOES NOT HATE BASKETBALL
-- NOT ah lian
-- NOT nerdy
-- NOT one who spends on anything and everything(you noe those kinda gals =X)
-- reasonable
-- does not give in so much
-- nice, not only to me, but to everyone
-- smart, don't mind if smarter than me
-- loving
-- caring
-- slightly, not too, naughty, at the right time that is =x
-- IS A CHRISTIAN, contradicts the previous one but, HEY! =p
well.
that's about all i can think of for now.
remember.
it's only PREFERBLY.
wahaha.

u fit almost perfectly to the "requirements". but i CNT hav u.

10:20 pm

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

can't wait for saturday.
gonna play bball with chee chng and ong.
lol.
cheechngong.
lol.
yea.
haven played together for MONTHS!
finally we're back.
wahaha.
wonder how's their skills.
JJ.
dun sae a word.
lol.
hope we all dun get fed-up at chee like we always do.
haha.
hmm.
adding on to all these.
i can finally get my new bball shoes on the court!
=D
woot!
bring on the ball.
bring on the ring.
terence.
aka.
BiG BeN.
is coming back.
be prepared for blocks.
muhahahaa.
>=)

32 days to freedom.
now that's when i rilly come back.
and that's when the blockings REALLY start.

4:55 pm

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

everytime i chat with u.
i wonder when i can forget u.
the question i asked was weird.
i noe.
i'm sorry.
i rilly cnt forget u.
i've tried liking somebody else.
but it ain't working.
coz i'll end up realising that.
iloveyou.
i rilly do.
i'm sorry for not being able to forget u.
i'm sorry.
hope things get better.

10:19 pm

Monday, October 16, 2006

this whole entry is about one person.
one person who can make dunno how many people cry in one lesson.
she is PURELY unreasonable.
i mean.
she has a serious attitude problem.
she doesn't know at all that she was the one that got her into the trouble she's in now.
she loves to put the blame on any other person she can.
especially the people who have the same belief as her.
she thinks she's perfect.
i really can't stand her.
and guess what?
i'm not the only one that can't!
not very suprising if you actually know her.
i don't have a wide range of vocab to describe her.
but here are those that i can say.
irritating.
weird.
annoying.
weird.
straight foward.
sorry.
TOO straight foward.
and lastly.
WEIRD.
when she's in a good mood.
she can be REALLY good to you.
but when her mood starts to turn.
it's time for YOU to turn away from her.
but the worst thing is.
you will never ever EVER know when her mood's going to change.
just like today.
comparing her mood today with her's on saturday.
it's a total 180degree change in attitude.
bottomline is.
she's totally WEIRD and UNREASONABLE.
bah.
i think i'll just end here.
waste of my time.
oh ya.
i'd like to tell all those who are unhappy with her.
to not bother about her actions.
be like the current me.
not the me in the past.
the one who would get angry over her.
and shout right back at her.
just bear with her.
23rd October.
that's the last day we'll have to put up with her.
it ain't far from today!
we can do it!
WE ARE STRONG!!!
=DD

8:52 pm

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

lol

9:59 pm

early in the morning.
7am.
i was irritated by some self-centered person.
one who only think about herself.
let me tell all u readers.
i DETEST people that.
calls and hangs up.
expects me to return the call.
why?
cos they've got free incoming call.
yes.
u may have financial difficulties.
but hey.
don't you think it's kinda too much?
everytime u call me.
u expect me to call u back.
even after i picked up the fone.
y can't u just say what u want at that point of time?!
i don't think your the only one in the WORLD that pays phone bills right?
yea.
give me that dumb excuse.
"my phone bill already burst"
how many times have i heard you tell me that?!
since you already know you've got financial difficulties.
WHY DON'T YOU TRY TO CUT DOWN ON EXPENSES?!
you complain so much about it but i don't see you doing anything?
and at that point you called me "JIAN4".
did you ever THINK who's the one who should be called that?
let me tell you something.
not everyone can take your @#$%&* attitude.
and i'm one of these people.
totally disgust me.
and like i mentioned.
save up and stop spending so much if you've got financial problems.
don't take advantage of people just because you're in that state.
don't get me wrong.
i've got nothing against people who have got financial difficulties.
it's just people like you.
i may be soft-hearted in the past.
TOO soft-hearted.
till i allowed you to climb over my head.
but now.
NO MORE.
hate me if you want to.
i find that i'm not at fault here.

poof.
finally got that off my chest.
irritant.
-.-

oh ya.
i finally found out who that malay lady is!
she's my ex-colleague at POPULAR!
lol.

tired.
stressed.
worried.
yet.
relaxed.
contradicting?
yea.
bye.

9:22 pm

Saturday, October 07, 2006

went to town today.
alone.
i jus had to be alone.
kept thinking about someone.
oh wells.
anyways.
in that 2hrs+.
the PSI reached as high as 150.
i went home after i found out it was that high.
it was REALLY hazy downtown.
lol.
anyway.
i strolled from citylink to marina square to suntec.
and back to citylink.
and to orchard.
the haze spoilt my mood.
which was already down.
which was the reason why i went alone.
which.
which.
i can't think of anymore which.
lol.
anyway.
as usual.
i saw lotsa weird people.
it always happens when i go to town.
i'll name some.
a guy whose shoulder height was higher den me.
3 ****** gay couples. [* = race of couples]
guy who wore long stripey socks and stripey shirt.
ya.
this are jus some of them.
and i saw a malay lady.
which i can't seem to remember who is she.
i can remember her face.
she can remember mine.
we even greeted.
but i can't remember her!!!
=.=

bah.
i think i'll end here.
bye.

11:17 pm

argh.
darn haze.
can the government of that country pls.
PLS
do something?!?!
PSI 115 now!
>.<
tooot!

ilu.it'simpossibletostopmefromdoingthat.

12:50 pm

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

watching that 10pm channel 5 show now.
that boy is really too much.
treating his grandpa so badly.
SPOILT CHILD!
>.<
poor gramps.
=[

DUN BULLY THE ELDERLY!!!
YOU'LL BE ONE IN FUTURE!!!
TREAT THE ELDERLY WELL!!!

i got 24 points for L1R4.
=.=
PATHETIC!

i've gotta do well for Os.
I HAVE GOT TO!

oh wells.
that spoilt brat.
>.<

10:26 pm

Monday, October 02, 2006

woot!
am i tired or what.
did my.
erm.
THING.
wahaha.
no.
not masturbating or whatsoever.
only i noe.
wahaha.
results shall be shown at year end.
=]

naduomeiguihuasuiranyibuzailedanwoshibuhuiwangleshinisonggeiwodezaoyixiangwangdiaodeniyizidouzaiwoxinlidanquebunengai

10:21 pm