hi. i went to do flag day for SJAB today. probably the last one. well. it was nice. except for the fact that i was really tired and hungry doing it. and i broke tradition by staying at one spot, that Buona Vista Underpass. Samo was darn lucky. she got TWO $10 from this kind lady. but that lady should have gave one of the two to me. darn. anyways. everytime i do flag days, i see how Singaporeans are. there are nice kinda hearted young people, and then theres those snobbish & arrogant ones. those that don't even want to LOOK at you. dang. let these people try flag days and see how it feels standing for 3-4 hours looking at people like them. well, i shouldn't even bother about people like that. i am doing flag day not to see these people but to help my SJ core to get cash for the current and future cadets. pipanigelongdingdong.
some girl better pop up in my life before i turn gay and be with that Bangladeshi who freaking touched my butt at Mustafa. no he didn't do it accidently. his palm was on one side of my huge ASS.
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8:29 pm
KAREEM ABDUL-JABBAR!
MICHAEL JORDAN!
6:47 pm
alright. today was a total waste of a day of my life. except at night, when i went to meet the others. i'm prepared to leave when my school starts. it won't be any of a difference there anyway.
i really do not know what to say. it's like, people do not trust my capabilities in many things i do. not only that, they really have no confidence in me. well, i'm not going to let these things pull me down. i'll prove you sorry butts out there wrong. be it basketball or whatsoever. watch out, the next Agent Zero is coming. shut your traps.
samo said i'm big. and she's probably the only one that ever likes my hair. oh yes, she's evil. she laughs at Yao Ming. for being so tall. evil monkeys.
like i said, i ain't tall. i'm short, when i stand beside Yao. i'm only slightly taller than the average Singaporean male. maybe, 8cm? i need to grow taller. how i wish the dream i made comes true. growing 10cm in an instant. wow. what magic.
when you have friends that are 184 or 193, you won't feel that your dumb 178cm is anything. it's pathetic in fact. dang.
before i say what i want to say, i got nothing against Alicia Koh or PeiJue.
dang. why does everyone think the way they do. so what if i carry the same crumpler as Alicia? if i had a choice, i would buy the same colour as Shamaine's. so what if i wear cargo pants? does that mean i want to be like PeiJue? if that's so, please give Crumpler another name. maybe, ALICIA? also, would you guys like to name cargo pants, PEIJUE pants? what's wrong with this world, or rather, those people. it was fine in the beginning. but it gets irritating when people start to pester me. oh yes. i forgot to talk about the shoes. HELLO?! i got those damn shoes before PeiJue did alright? i wore them to Swiss before he did. so why don't anyone say that HE copied ME? (not that i want anyone to; no offense PeiJue) so now i'm restricted to wearing ball pants or jeans. and i can't carry that crumpler to Swiss no more. is that fine for you people?!
my knee feels like it's going to break. I DON'T WANT TO BE DEPRIVED OF BASKETBALL OR ANY FORM OF SPORTS!
11:39 pm
Monday, March 26, 2007
such a tiring day. been walking and walking. but it's great. cos i finally got some of the stuff i wanted. a mouse, cargo pants and a brown shirt. next up. white and orange shirts.
can someone provide me hugs and listening ears? i really feel so lonely. yes, i've got my spiritual family, my own family and of course, GOD. but, there's still that empty spot in my life. i want to hold another person's hand when i go out. i want to hug someone when i see her, and when i send her home. i want someone to appreciate me. i want to appreciate someone. basically, i want to love someone. i want someone to love me. it's hard. but i'll work to get my other half. i'm ready for a serious commitment.
11:56 pm
Sunday, March 25, 2007
tralalala. i don't even know what to say.
those that got good results for FAC, keep up the good work. those who didn't, don't brood over it. reflect on it and learn from the mistakes made.
i should leave for good. seriously. dang.
12:21 pm
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
hello people of the internet.
i went to OCBC at CCK today to pay my school fees. dang it feels weird in the bank. it's like so. so. so normal. okay. i was the weird one. as i filled the deposit slip, i was like so worried that i'll fill it wrongly and stuff. then as i queued, i was worried that i forgot something. it was all worries. but the process went through smoothly. relieved i was.
gonna get my laptop tomorrow. Fujitsu Lifebook E8210. i'll upgrade my to 2GB either tomorrow or saturday. i am so darn excited.
amazing. PS3 is only selling at $799 for the 60GB HDD version. i'll probably get it during year end. it's impossible for me to get it now. because i'm already getting the laptop. so, yea, i'll probably have to wait till year end. maybe as a christmas present.
10:05 pm
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
"P.S I've NO boyfriend, stop asking!"
like. OMG?! so what's true? is she with A? is she available? I WANT TO KNOW!!!
5:31 am
Monday, March 19, 2007
i like Ms Lim's MSN nick. It says, "Many people commit to a 120% life & wonder why the burden feels so heavy". well, i think it's kind of true. that's why people have to reflect on how they live theirs lives.
got my Crumpler last saturday. dang. DO I LOVE IT OR WHAT?! i've been eyeing on that for quite some time. and i decided to put aside the thought of buying the Bulls jersey and just get that bag. it's selling at $159 outside, and i got it at $145. thank you God.
speaking of God. i feel different ever since saturday's cell group after hearing testimonials from 2 other people. it's really God's doings on their lives. how they overcome barriers. it's wonderful.
why is it so hard to find someone whom you love and loves you?
4:16 pm
Saturday, March 17, 2007
smash boom bang! dang!
i'm going to get a new laptop next week. Fujitsu Lifebook E8210. it's light, it's nice and it's good. well, at least to me it is.
didn't go for the FAC mock today. woke up at 11am.
i can't click with girls. dang.
1:17 pm
Monday, March 12, 2007
ELLEN DEGENERES ROCKS MY SOCKS!
i must be crazy. i was so tired and i was feeling sick. but i still went to play basketball earlier this morning. the sun was scorching, and it feels great playing ball under the sun. yes, i'm crazy. but who cares?! anyway, it was nice playing with those nutcases. daniel wasn't there, so i dominated the inside and the board. it's nice to be the big man. you reign the court, half of it for our case. i'll have to train up on my turn around shots. then i'll really own the paint.
I WANT TO GET INTO A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP! AND I WANT IT NOW!
to infinity and beyond!
6:18 pm
are u godsent? man i hope you are. yadayadayadayadayada. woot!
boy i'm excited. coming online at 0330 in the morning is totally nuts. well i didn't sleep last night and i'm DEAD tired. BUT! i had to check something. unfortunately for me, that something hasn't happened. it's ok. probably it'll happen tomorrow. please do please do.
went to the IT Show at Suntec City. finally got the 19" LCD monitor. Samsung 940NW. $289 i think. it's kind of cheap for a 19" widescreen LCD monitor. i'm not all that excited because i'm not going to use it often, as i already have my laptop. oh yes, went to SimLim to get another harddisk for the desktop. 250MB, $110.
i WANT a Toshiba laptop. but since it's not a NEED, then i won't bug my mum to get me one. what a nice and filial son i am, right?
THE BIGGEST LOSER
4:35 am
Saturday, March 10, 2007
i saw this on the NBA section of yahoo.com. man do i love this guy or what. DOWN WITH STERN!
"Man the NBA- David Stern is losing his [profane] mind- its no wonder no one watches the NBA anymore. The All-star was a bust- nothing exciting or anyone exciting! The dress code is a [profane]ing joke- REALLY- IF WE WANT TO SEE GUYS PORTRAY SOME SOME OF CORPORATE STYLE BUT WITH MUSCLES- WE CAN READ THE GQ MAGAZINE. These monster get paid millions to play- can someone tell me how i can get a job like that. The league is taking the love from the game and turning it into the stock market- With the right price we'll sell you a team- Firing coaches because owners are to cheap to pay for a KOBE BRYANT- but wants to buy a new ROLLS ROYCE- I mean seriously- who's fault is it if your team doesn't make the palyoffs- look at Lebron James- HE's slowly dying on the court cause the owner of the cav's are to damn selfish to get him some help. I have never seen a 1 man team- sorry KOBE hasn't done it- Shaq hasn't done it. Wade hasn't done it. Areanas hasn't done it- Even Jordan couldn't do it. What the league needs to do is have a challenge the call type of situation like the NFL. NOT imposing stupid rules and regulations- and Don't even try to fix the regulation ball- who's the EINSTEIN behind that. STERN GET YOUR STUFF TOGETHER OR MOVE OUT- I'm PRETTY SURE JAY-Z WILL BE A BETTER COMISSIONER THAN HE IS. AND I PUT DAVID STERN ON BLAST!!!!!! HOLLA"
Posted by marq_wilkins on Wednesday, Mar 7, 2007 1:20 pm EST
1:08 pm
Friday, March 09, 2007
THIS IS FOR A CERTAIN SOMEBODY
played basketball just now. well. it was fun. until something happened. somebody, we'll call him A, travelled. another guy, he'll be B, from the opposing team spotted the violation. so he was like, "oi, travel. *squeeks* oi, doubble dribble liao. oii." something like that. so in anyways, B did not call A by name, which is simply him. and knowing A's attitiude, something bad was probably going to happen. besides, i myself also couldn't stand it anymore. i'll elaborate on this later on. anyway, i shouted back to B, "don't keep 'oi' and 'oi'. people got name one. got foul then just call the person by name la. everytime 'oi'." i've told another guy before that i'll just burst out at B some day, it's just a matter of time. so now is the time i guess. not surprisingly, he was unhappy. so he shouted back at me something, i can't even remember what. i just didn't bother. i didn't want to quarrel with him on the account of our friendship.
on another account, he was unhappy with the fouls i called and me being noisy on the court? things like myself drawing fouls from him. i mean, check out the rules, watch more NBA or just some competitions. it's not a matter of the shooter moving his hand to the defender or vice versa. as long as there's contact between both the shooter AND the defender, it's a foul. when a shooter brings his arms foward to absorb a foul, it's called DRAWING A FOUL. i think you should know that term. anyway, why did you think anyone brought up these words, DRAW FOUL? check it up man.
another thing, me being noisy on the court. it's just team communication. sylus was also shouting 'commands', so why only ask me to 'shhhh'? if you've been to basketball competition, excluding those 3-on-3s, you should be able to hear players or coaches shouting commands. maybe competitions like NBA or NBL, you'll see less shouting but more hand signs, it's still communication. you don't expect me to be doing hand signs to you right? basketball ain't a one man sport, it's a TEAM sport. if you want to do things your own way, go play golf or pool then. when we ask to guard a man, then just do it? is it very difficult? is there anything that we're asking you to do agaisnt your pride or ego? i have nothing to say. it's up to you to decide how you want to play the game. but the bottom line is, there ain't ANYTHING wrong with being 'noisy' on the court.
you really have to reflect on your attitude on and off the court. how you address people, mainly friends. we have got names, so call us by our names. thank you. about the rules, that's up to you to read it up. you cannot deny that i know the rules better then you do. i do research, do you? don't think you'll waste your time doing it. one last thing. everything i've said is not meant to spite you or go against you. i just want to tell you how people around you whom you know, including myself, feel about you. i may be the only one who is picking up courage to tell you this. so i hope you won't get angrier with me. remember, i'm not the only one that feel how i feel about you. think about it friend.
alright, i said i'll elaborate on the topic on addressing people. imagine if someone keeps calling you, 'oi', or simply *squeeks* at you. never once calling you by name, or perhaps JUST once in a blue moon. would you be happy? some of you wouldn't mind. but there are people who would, people like me. i wouldn't say it's being petty. it's just how much one respects the other. it's like the other person is nameless that he has to call 'oi'. and once again, that's how myself, and along with many others, feel.
10:39 pm
Thursday, March 08, 2007
wow. before meeting the guys for bowling, i saw this couple who are probably only at the most 19 years of age. not suprising, yet. the girl is pregnant. and both of them had that super duper decent look. to say it in a negative way, that guy has a nerdy look. sorry mister. coming back, when we think of pregnant teenage mums, we would potrait of both the guy and the girl as, well, less decent. what we say in Singapore, bengs and lians. anyway, though this ain't a big deal, but i find it quite surprising. it's the first time i've seen a teenage mum.
played bowling today. i didn't even bother counting my scores. it's so frustrating. i was not doing well today, definitely not. what's worst, daniel dethroned me of being King of Straight Ball. i don't want to emphasise on what that title's about.
so will i be able to get into Republic Polytechnic?
i have no comments on how i'm feeling right now.
8:08 pm
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
check out the ball. now this is physics.
12:16 pm
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
damn. i must be such a disappointment to my parents. i can't even get into a single polytechnic course of my choice. such a failure you readers must be thinking i am.
so it's either appeal, or go to australia.
i don't know how i should feel right now. must i cry one more time? so what if i do? the postings wouldn't change.
i didn't do well for PSLE. i didn't do well for N levels. i didn't do well for O levels. now i can't even get into polytechnic. does this show that i'm not cut out for studying? i've failed in so many things in life, and now this too? why is this path being made for me? why must i be such a failure in everything i do?
failed to get the girl i want. failed to lead my competition team to 1st. failed to maintain a good friendship with my friends. failed to maintain a good relationship with my family and relatives. failed to ever be a good party in any relationship. failed to get good results. failed to get into the courses i want to. failed to achieve standards that i set for myself.
goodbye.
9:07 am
Monday, March 05, 2007
my hands are itching to play bowling and basketball. darn it.
recently, i keep having the urge to buy myself a few Bicycle cards. the problem is, i don't even know where to get them. can people who know where i can buy these expensive cards, please inform me. the alternative would be get me 2 decks on my birthday. yes. you, you, you and that guy over there, you. remember, they are Bicycle brand POKER CARDS. just buy it(for me).
it's already 0100hrs. how time flies when you're watching tv and blogging.
going out with jie later on. going to eat at Taka? man it's going to expensive. i may change her mind and bring her to Anchorpoint to have Haagen Daz. i've got 2 $10 voucher. man i love to save money.
contradicting my last sentence, i may be getting my BEN WALLACE Bulls jersey later on. it's going to cost me around $200, which is going to hurt my pocket and my mind, and at the same time also make me happy.
seeing you both together makes me feel bad. it makes me feel like a shameless third party. but there are people who ask me to think of it the other way, think of myself as a devoted guy. i would say i'm some dumbass waiting for something that ain't going to happen. neh, i won't say that to myself. i'll WAIT for someone to say it to me. people like you are too fortunate to feel how people like me feel. i'm not saying that i want you to experience this horrible feeling. in fact, i don't even know why i'm saying it. anyway, i know i do not stand a chance against such a great guy, especially when you're already together with him. but what i do know is that the future that lies ahead, it's still unknown.
12:54 am
Thursday, March 01, 2007
played bowling today. 6 games. 721 points in total. 3 strikes per game.
--> GET DRIVING LICENSE
--> DRIVE
--> WIN DB MEDALS
--> 20 PULL-UPS
--> USE A TRIVIUM
--> JUMP HIGHER
--> GROW ANOTHER 1-2CM
--> MAYBE 4 (to the above =x)
--> GROW STRONGER WITH THE BOSS UP THERE
check out the ball. now this is physics.