Friday, January 19, 2007
sec 1s came in to SJ today. preparation for the games were very rush. perhaps it was my fault. i don't know. but they weren't doing things with a sense of urgency anyway. well, i still have to admit that most of them were participating in the games. so, it's quite ok. at least the stuff got better as it continued. hope things run smoothly during welcome party.
i'm sorry jie. anger got over me. sorry. hope you'll see this.
i've been losing sleep over you girl. i really don't know what to do. it's almost impossible to forget you. at least it is impossible right now. like i said, i can't forget you, but i don't expect you to do anything. i'm really in a dilema right now. you keep telling me to forget you. but can you please tell me how? HOW?! i really do not know how to forget you or how to fall in love with someone else. i can't stop my tears at night. especially like now, listening to that song. well, since i've been such a pain in the ass to you, from this day on, i'll never bother you ever again. i will solve this damn problem ALONE. alright? that'll add more happiness to your life, wouldn't it?
11:19 pm
