Saturday, October 21, 2006
this is for u girl.
I SUCKanw.
when i was bathing jus now.
i suddenly thought typing the following.
it's about my life.
love life that is.
here goes.
in my 17 year, GOD noes how many days of my life.
i have had 3 relationships.
1st one was.
well.
not very useful.
wasn't experienced.
so i was a rather useless.
and i broke up with the girl.
yea.
2nd relationship was when i learnt the most things.
wad to do in a relationship.
and blah blah blah.
it didn't end well though.
i wanted it to be a long-term one.
but well.
the gal had other plans.
wad plans u ask?
go find out from her.
all i can say is it really did hurt me.
LOADS.
and ya.
she broked up with me.
the 3rd one.
the one i loved the most.
this girl was really great.
she was smart.
she's got the height.
she's nice.
she's reasonable.
at least to me.
yea.
she was the one that really motivated me to study.
she was the one that taught me how to do simultaneous equations.
yea.
i'm sec 5.
she's.
u noe.
ya.
anyways.
she really loved me.
i really loved her.
i noe i have no rights to say the following.
but i really cherished the realtionship.
the reason why i decided to end it?
i couldn't stand hurting her over and over again.
i start quarrels over the smallest stuff.
not once.
not twice.
not thrice.
it's kinda like 8/10?
haha.
well.
this was the longest relationship i ever had.
3-4months.
the other 2 lasted only for 2months.
=.=
but.
yea.
like i said.
i wanted to end it because of the reason i gave.
well.
these relationships weren't easy.
i wasn't good.
and well.
i dun think i'm ready for another one.
though i really want one.
i'm like wad some people tell me.
a failure.
a failure in relationships.
a failure in many things.
but hey.
i tried.
but i still sucked.
hmm.
now to talk about wad kind of girls i like.
i noe.
WHO IN THE **************** AM I DO CHOOSE?!
THIS KIND OF STANDARD!
CAN GET STEAD VERY GOOD LIAO LA!
MAI HIAM BEI PAI LA!
lol.
well anyways.
here goes.
--
PREFERBLY 165-172cm in height
-- speaks and writes good english
-- speaks, write, read chinese better than i do
-- sporty; runs, jogs, play sports
-- DOES NOT HATE BASKETBALL
-- NOT ah lian
-- NOT nerdy
-- NOT one who spends on anything and everything(you noe those kinda gals =X)
-- reasonable
-- does not give in so much
-- nice, not only to me, but to everyone
-- smart, don't mind if smarter than me
-- loving
-- caring
-- slightly, not too, naughty, at the right time that is =x
-- IS A CHRISTIAN, contradicts the previous one but, HEY! =p
well.
that's about all i can think of for now.
remember.
it's only
PREFERBLY.
wahaha.
u fit almost perfectly to the "requirements". but i CNT hav u.
10:20 pm
