Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Terence is a weakling..
he freaking cannot run..
no stamina at all..
7 minutes to run 3 rounds around the stadium..
he wants to get the top 30 in the X-Country..
he's dreaming..
day-dreaming..
many said to him..
getting top 30 is useless..
top 20 is better..
as there's something to take..
but..
he doesn't think so..
top 30 is enough for him..
it's his target..
he ran at the stadium today..
felt like vommiting there..
but he didn't..
at least not there..
he vommited at home..
he is pushing himself..
his legs are tired..
his arms are too..
keeps telling himself to endure..
but he can't do it..
what shld he do???
5:18 pm