Wednesday, March 30, 2005
star lite.. star brite.. i wish i may.. i wish i mite..
haix..
no idea y i typed tt..
today we had the department thingy..
we stood for so long..
i cnt stand for too long..
my back and my right knee.. they were hurtin..
something's really wrong with my back..
but.. i still carry on.. helping my department settle stuffs..
haix..
my certs.. i only have 4.. 4..
not even a KOTO..
am i worth being called a number 1?
i almost cried.. i really wanted to..
this ain't a gd week for me..
i'm a failure..
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me and jj walked to MRT station.. they were infront..
haix..
me and jj.. 2 sad peeps..
haix..
haven sms-ed her since ytd.. except a gd nite msg..
saw her a couple of times todae.. besides during SJ..
everytime i see her.. i feel like talkin to her..
but.. i juz do not know how to open my mouth..
and i still dare say tt jj was 'bu zhi dong'..
haix..
does she know how i feel rite now?
i.. i do not know.. i really do not know..
something is pulling me away from her..
asking me to give up..
but i won't.. i won't..
haix..
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if u r reading this..
i juz wanna tell u..
i'll wait..
i'll wait for my chance to come..
i'll wait.. i'll wait.. i'll wait..
i will.. i really will..
hope u read this.. really do..
1:18 pm