Monday, August 20, 2007
nope, she didn't send me any greeting of any form for my birthday.
celebrated Mr Wong's birthday last Saturday at Fish & Co. together with the other officers, and the star's wife. it was really nice for us and fun. Mr Wong got 'SABO-ED' 3times within the short night. wonderful isn't it? anyways, down to food. ordered Seafood Platter (spelling?) for 2, together with OJJ. first time eating at Fish & Co. and what good food we tried, besides the fact that there were so many calamari that we can't finish, or rather i can't. (OJJ no eat calamari) well, it was a wonderful time we had that day and i love it!
Zelda shared with me what is called a 'SHOPPING THEORY'. here is how it works. ever had the times when you prepare $$ to shop around but end up not being able to get the things you want? instead, it's those times when you simply walk around and happen to bump into things that attracts you to want to buy them. it can be applied to looking for a partner, the more you look for one, the more you're not going to get one. i thought of it and found it rather true. well, i should really use it, see if it'll work. thanks Zelda. a million smiles to you. =]]
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
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finally. it has arrived. this day took 18years to finally come. I AM NOW 18YEARS OF AGE! I AM LEGAL! I AM GOING TO DRIVE WITHIN THE NEXT 6MONTHS! I LOVE MYSELF!
alright. enough about me. let's talk more about the day, which is still about me. =D
received SMS as early as 0000hrs(there JOLENE). well, the one i was wanting to see the first wasn't there. i'm still waiting. until 17th August arrives, i still have a glimmer of hope. let's see what God has for me.
i was expecting a meal from the class as what we did for the past 2birthdays. but, it didn't happen. didn't mind anyway, so it's alright. no presents whatsoever from anyone. i also don't mind because i'm not really the people's people. presents received each year by friends have been decreasing. so i'm used to it.
well, the day's coming to an end. still receiving wishes but not from HER. to the person who received a Precious Moments figurine from me on her birthday,
if by 2359, i still haven't received a single wish from you, it means i should just give up. i know i probably can't, but i have to try. but for now, i still keep your face in my mind and reserve the 3 words for you. though you might not know this, but i still do have feelings for you. i really do.
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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
my life is hitting low again. rapport with the people around me is getting bad. i don't really have any true friends around me except people from church. they are the real true friends i have. others are rather the same, maybe a handful are better.
taking today's training as an example. anonymous flared up when i told him to do dead lifts as a team. i mean, what is wrong with that, everyone's doing it. i don't mind if he doesn't agree, but i was shocked at the way he replied. i mean, talk nicely if you're not happy. i have to admit, my comments before he pushed me were harsh. things like, 'i have no say anymore, he's (anonymous) the leader'. i shouldn't have said that but it was out of a little anger. i'm no longer angry, and i also hope he isn't too. it's alright if he doesn't treat me as a friend, but we're still team mates.
i guess anonymous ain't the only one that doesn't like me in my IG. there are still many of them who doesn't like me, but i don't mind. i'm rather used to life like this. i've got all sorts of friends, true friends, 2-faced friends, hi-bye friends and lots more. but frankly, i just can't see anyone in the team as true friends, people that i can really share my problems with. well, i can be friendly to anyone who is the same to me. if people choose to just maintain the relationship with me as just team mates, be it.
people use to be friendly with me, until now. maybe it's just me, my attitude. i'm starting to change. i start to take casual insults seriously. i don't allow people to climb on my head anymore.
well, it can also be the other way. people take me for granted.
oh well, i'll try my best not to talk too much to people anymore for the time being. maybe things will change? i hope so.
tomorrow's going to be a lonely day.
10:04 pm
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
the most shocking news i saw this morning, KEVIN GARNETT has moved to BOSTON CELTICS. yes, there were speculations before but i never thought he would really move there. what's even more surprising, he's now a #5, no more KG#21. well, can just hope that he will win a championship before he retires, which i feel is within the next 5-6 years. 3 great stars of the NBA in one legendary team, can Paul Pierce work towards a championship with his 2 new multi-time all-star teammates, Garnett and Ray Allen?
11:40 pm
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