Monday, March 05, 2007
my hands are itching to play bowling and basketball. darn it.
recently, i keep having the urge to buy myself a few Bicycle cards. the problem is, i don't even know where to get them. can people who know where i can buy these expensive cards, please inform me. the alternative would be get me 2 decks on my birthday. yes. you, you, you and that guy over there, you. remember, they are Bicycle brand POKER CARDS. just buy it(for me).
it's already 0100hrs. how time flies when you're watching tv and blogging.
going out with jie later on. going to eat at Taka? man it's going to expensive. i may change her mind and bring her to Anchorpoint to have Haagen Daz. i've got 2 $10 voucher. man i love to save money.
contradicting my last sentence, i may be getting my BEN WALLACE Bulls jersey later on. it's going to cost me around $200, which is going to hurt my pocket and my mind, and at the same time also make me happy.
seeing you both together makes me feel bad. it makes me feel like a shameless third party. but there are people who ask me to think of it the other way, think of myself as a devoted guy. i would say i'm some dumbass waiting for something that ain't going to happen. neh, i won't say that to myself. i'll WAIT for someone to say it to me. people like you are too fortunate to feel how people like me feel. i'm not saying that i want you to experience this horrible feeling. in fact, i don't even know why i'm saying it. anyway, i know i do not stand a chance against such a great guy, especially when you're already together with him. but what i do know is that the future that lies ahead, it's still unknown.
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