Tuesday, March 06, 2007
damn. i must be such a disappointment to my parents. i can't even get into a single polytechnic course of my choice. such a failure you readers must be thinking i am.
so it's either appeal, or go to australia.
i don't know how i should feel right now. must i cry one more time? so what if i do? the postings wouldn't change.
i didn't do well for PSLE. i didn't do well for N levels. i didn't do well for O levels. now i can't even get into polytechnic. does this show that i'm not cut out for studying? i've failed in so many things in life, and now this too? why is this path being made for me? why must i be such a failure in everything i do?
failed to get the girl i want.
failed to lead my competition team to 1st.
failed to maintain a good friendship with my friends.
failed to maintain a good relationship with my family and relatives.
failed to ever be a good party in any relationship.
failed to get good results.
failed to get into the courses i want to.
failed to achieve standards that i set for myself.
goodbye.
9:07 am
