Thursday, April 20, 2006
after what i've done to her for the past 3 weeks.
i really do not know if i am even worth to continue.
to.
be hers.
i really feel that there are guys much better than me.
can treat her much better.
why can't i make her happy.
instead of sad.
i'm useless.
i knew she was sick.
but i still went to say those stuff.
not knowing it will offend her.
i just wanted to tell her the truth.
how i feel.
then things became bad.
she rejects calls.
turns off her phone.
i really feel hopeless.
useless.
tears rolling down.
8:59 pm
